Youth Pastor Encouragement

God, I believe that you have called me into ministering to youth. I need help to see where that call is going to flesh itself out. I am feeling pretty depressed as of now as I the rejections become more apparent than the invitations. I have it in my mind that a good way to understand and see if you have a call is that the call will have an option of service. If nobody wants you to serve than you may have mistaken your call. God I know you have plans for me to prosper and to grow and I pray that I have faith that even now you are making it so that you will continue to provide for me. I pray for the churches who are not interested in me. It sucks to be rejected and I am sorry that you feel this so often. I pray for those churches that you continue to further their judgement and provide them with the person that they need. Lord do not let me get prideful and angry with any of these churches. Let me love my brothers and sisters in Christ. May you bless their kids. Bring in someone to love and cherish their kids. Someone to lead their kids into your ways. Someone who will bring you glory and model a disciplined God honoring Lifestyle. May that be me for some church. I pray that you continue to refine my mind and give me peace that surpasses all understanding. In Jesus Name.